Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Wednesday, January 26, 2005
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well come back to my blogspot...i'm so happy dat i got this responsibilities being an ncos...but i cannot go through the hardship....i like our new oc but his to grumble..i am stressed out..i dun tink ppl understand my feelings...coz ppl always rely oon me...i tink i have to make them work independent....let me tell u one stories for a girl who live in a village named mimosa...i can't tink of that story anymore..it is too boring..lets forget about that...i tink i am going to lead into a better life and be more confident...dazt all to my an'an i luv you whether u majok.. _________- CuTe GaL - w e n t c r a z y a t `7:49 PM-

Wednesday, January 05, 2005
Hmmm...yes having to organize the sec1x orientation was like so drastic..well it may be stress...but i have fun with the new "ladies and gentlemen"...Well,i got a one adik angkat named Hilman...quite manja....yes...i am very happy to be their senior...thus for all..i am reveling my secrete at last..actually,i admire an'an a.k.a anuar...he is a kind,romantic person....well..i think datz it abt me...i think i am sensitive...who will like girls who is fat and ugly...well..i hope he can feel that i like him...yes i love him very much!!!!!!datz all for todaae.. _________- CuTe GaL - w e n t c r a z y a t `6:59 PM-

Sunday, January 02, 2005

Alhamdullilah...i am really happy kite dah sampai kepada tahun 2005..hooray!!!yup,my azam is to pass my gce 'o ' leve; with flying colours...dapat masok jc ataupun poly..to tell u all a secrete..that i am trying my best to score <15>

_________- CuTe GaL - w e n t c r a z y a t `6:15 PM-

today npcc..i miss my members from pirana....during camp teen...i want to die liao...the training was so damn tough that i vomiited all the food that i had ate!!!we did some basic training such as kekanan pusing and some other training..well it is guite turf actually because we are having our nco training and sargeant promotion test..well..we did have lunch..i,hasif,fathu,shu zhen,farah,farhana,faezah...ate nasi ayam at the coffee shop...well...we were so damn thirsty due to the weather which was damning warm..i prayed to god so taht it will rain..and yes it did..quite good actually!!!!!!but today i need to polish my boots,...make it shine...hey i am juz worried whether i can get my staff sargeant later...aiyoo!!!relax arr shila!!!!okie-dokie...datz all..bubye..

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Thursday, November 25, 2004
in life,we only kow that we have parents,family,friends and family.But do we really know that we are actually having some negative thinking about this matters in life???It was because when comes to a conclusion which matters about our life,we really stuck up in our brain.Yes!!We deserve to be free from forces and neglects things which we really did not want.I really do not what is going on in thiz life.I tend to experience a very unhappy life thiz 1 years.I did not get to much of freedom thus it makes me felt to commit suicide sometimes.Why? I have 1 younger sister.Her name is Azlin.She is a girl who is passionate in lifeand does not resist any atention in order to do her work.But she is still immarture in the sense of thinking.I dun really expect her to be like me.Iam not a perfect person.I help her what i really could do for her in future but my parents misunderstood the consequences of me being someone who is responsible enough to take care of my sister.I teaches her mathematics and i am shocked that she passed her subjects with flying colours .Congratulation siz!!!!But i am really unsatisfied with my own results which was the final results.My parents?I am great to have parents like them who is very concern in their own child and sacrifice their time in order to provide for their own childrens.But do they understand their childrens feeling??Childrens nowadays wanted freedom in life,love from their parents increaingly and most importantly trust.Comparing their own childrens with others is quite unapproriate as it shows know love and trust between parents and the child.It is sad that parents always think money is important in life.In a family we realy need teamwork,trust,co-operation and developing plans for the future of the family. I disagree when some parents think that some children are becoming wild because of peer influences outdoors.No!!These childrens are bored at home,thus spent the time with their friends with the availability of money.Where are the parents??Working!working!working!tHe reasons is to grow us up and to see us achieve with interior diploma.But for what if we really did not have any love from parent?Is it just a play where we watch a series of drama created by mediacorp??Nope!!Thiz is reality!!!Yes some of the childrens used the trust of parents disadvantageously.But do we given a chance to be trusted??Oh..no wander criminals who were jailed before find a difficulty of finding jobs.To me trust means believing someone in the form of character. In conclusion,i think we have to trust someone whether it is 1% coz without trust we could not live in future.We have to find a solution in order to make someone trust us.There is a lot.What you need is to search for it.Make this as a challenge for urself.That's all!!!To all of u!! "TruSt Is A SpEcIAl ThIngS In SomEoNe CHaRaCtER.So Get iT!!!" _________- CuTe GaL - w e n t c r a z y a t `5:49 PM-

Thursday, November 04, 2004
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hello...okie-dokie..i am gonna tell u wat had happened diz two weeks abt me..ai yoo..first of all..i congratulate my self for getting the 6th position for cross country for girls division..then..i got a throphy for that...the next day..on friday...i received my record book..my exam results is good but not taht good..i have to work hard in order to get good grades for my math,eng and science..i will particularly need to achieve a high standard of education for o level..like my other siblings who always got 10 n below for their o levels..i am so proud to have them as my siblings...then...i did not care whether now i am lowest in class or i did fail something this year..i will not use this as an excuses for me o give up in future..i have a strong feeling that i can challenge the rest if i have the perseverance...i remembered what mdm rohani,ms kang,mdm hariani adviced me personally...u have no other thing to support u unless ur education n a diploma...mdm rohani challenged me to get a phd degree,ms kang wants me to get a1 for math in o levels,mdm hariani wants me to get the best results among the malays in singapore...i know i can do it...next..on saturday..i have to go for sea awards for performances...i am proud to represent myself as a pianist...then mr gan approach me..shila,if u apply on wat u memorize for the notes for ur performance,u surely can apply it for ur subjects...thanks mr gan...then..on sunday...i and some other ncos in my squad went for a fun walk..it is fun..we got a t-shirt.cap.sweets,towels.n food packeges...very fun...on mon..i suppose to come for npcc...but i dun want bcoz it is not important futhermore...my ez-link card finish...haven't top-up yet....now is the time for me o talk abt my life patner...aitya....now rite in my mind is an'an onli..dunno why..he is like my lucky charm...with him..is like having curiosity..n i felt secure talking to him..he is a very understandsing guy...hehe...i only have 20% crush on him....datz all... _________- CuTe GaL - w e n t c r a z y a t `3:50 PM-
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
emm...early moning at 4 am...sahur...eat rice with sardines...emm..alhamdullilah..kenyangnye... den,pray...go sleep...so tired until overslept...forgot to go for meeting in school..sorry counsel members...emm..i miz everyone in school...later 2 weeks time i am going to sleep at my grandma's house..heyy...u know wat..i felt quite upset bcoz i need to leave singapore by 2 yrs time..at Brunei Darussalam...no!!!i dun want to go...aiya...so bored..no frenz there...forget bout it..emm..diz bulan ramadan...i went jogging with farhana,farah and zhi wei...hehe..want to loss some weight...atleast i have lost 5 inches since 4 months ago..thanks to npcc,hockey n mr Soh,Mr raj..for taf training..heyy..i have to do my very best bcoz i did not born fat!!!help me..Ya ALLAH...emm..later afternoon..want to go jogging...my adik tak leh harap..yelah dier kan dah kurus..hehe..nvm..friends are beside me what...emm..later hari raya come..i will wear blue colour kebaya...last two days..when i went 4r terawih...der was a group of guys asking number..emm..see..lastime when fat-fat...no guys nak knal..dah slim sikit...stepping...aiyo..guys nowadays cannot be trusted so much..so i ignore them lol..i am going to meet this guy named taufiq..pas hari raye...emm..so fast...nvm..datz all frm me...i gtg..bubye.. _________- CuTe GaL - w e n t c r a z y a t `2:21 PM-

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